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I can use this blog now.
there was an error for a long time.

Long time i have not write anything in this blog.
Because I couldn't log in.So i have wrote diary in another blog which the address is
http://magicapple.blog.com

Today i am tired.do not like that job.feel bored and stressful.
I just do not want to work for anyone else anymore.I just want to work for myself.
feel so tired.

sad about I do not know what i am doing.
just want to go to sleep and do not need to wake up again.

some friends i do not think they are my friends.It sounds like,but they are not really.

My mind is mess.

and do not know why i was doing that.but i can find some possible reasons.

but do not want to accept them.

I told myself 'do not feel bad.because that is not worth.'

but why the feelings almost killed me?

who never care.

but what i am care for?

something always looks never end...I hope never end,but i know one day it will have a end..

Now i feel quiet.too quiet.

i want to love someone,but someone do not let me to love.

i should do somehing,but feel so tired.

in the morning i had a nightmare.i woke up and want to cry.

so tired.

is there any one to come to tell me what i should do?

many people like me but i do not like them,but when i like someone,and someone will run away.

is that a game?

i created the game?or someone want to i play in it?

like a cycle never end...

i believe love never end...like the music which i played now.it makes me feel like never end.

but not bad at all.