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Long time i have not write anything in this blog.
Because I couldn't log in.So i have wrote diary in another blog which the address is
http://magicapple.blog.com
sad
Today i am tired.do not like that job.feel bored and stressful.
I just do not want to work for anyone else anymore.I just want to work for myself.
feel so tired.
sad about I do not know what i am doing.
just want to go to sleep and do not need to wake up again.
some friends i do not think they are my friends.It sounds like,but they are not really.
Mess
My mind is mess.
and do not know why i was doing that.but i can find some possible reasons.
but do not want to accept them.
I told myself 'do not feel bad.because that is not worth.'
but why the feelings almost killed me?
who never care.
but what i am care for?
something always looks never end...I hope never end,but i know one day it will have a end..
Now i feel quiet.too quiet.
i want to love someone,but someone do not let me to love.
i should do somehing,but feel so tired.
in the morning i had a nightmare.i woke up and want to cry.
so tired.
is there any one to come to tell me what i should do?
many people like me but i do not like them,but when i like someone,and someone will run away.
is that a game?
i created the game?or someone want to i play in it?
like a cycle never end...
i believe love never end...like the music which i played now.it makes me feel like never end.
it was being crazy
but not bad at all.





